would I leave YOU? yeah, I would.

{ Thursday, 30, April, 2009 @ 2:28 pm } · { Life }
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in this last period things with my BF aren’t going very good… he is strange, I feel him more cold. and I am sorry for this.
I need his love, his body, I SIMPLY NEED HIM!!!!
but maybe he isn’t able to demonstrate he really loves me…
I don’t know why all this. I don’t know…

I just know that if I would left him I WOULD IT.
NOT WHY I AM TIRED ABOUT HIM, BUT JUST WHY I AM REALIZING WE CAN’T CONTINUE IN THIS WAY…
it is a sad situation, and I am facing it, I am looking for a solution, I am thinking about what it is better to do. I hope I will succeed in it.

*I LOVE YOU*

I am a pessimistic girl…

{ Friday, 24, April, 2009 @ 12:39 pm } · { Life, Madness }
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yeah… I am a pessimistic girl. why?? well, let’s start to say that life hasn’t absolutely been very good to me…. :(

and… sometimes to be too much optimistic isn’t wrong, cause life can give us many insatisfactions and illusions….

I know that maybe I am not very right to be so pessimistic, but I think about these things and I quickly change idea… :|

here I am!!!

{ Thursday, 26, March, 2009 @ 10:11 pm } · { Life }
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hi… long time I didn’t post something on my blog!!!!
but now, I absolutely wanted to come back!!!!!
maybe sometimes you’ll see new posts here..
I missed ya all very much, buddies!!!!! <3 <3 <3

let’s start to say something about how my life is going…
it is being JUST A BIT TERRIBLE.
I am having problems of every kind: I am having problems in MY FAMILY, AT SCHOOL, WITH MY FRIENDS AND WITH MY BOYFRIEND, TOO!!!! :(
I just want to die… so that I couldn’t suffer anymore.. :cry:

I am leavin my blog, sadly :(

{ Friday, 2, January, 2009 @ 4:22 pm } · { Life }
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Yes. I am leaving my blog… I have to change my mobile phone (I surf in internet with it), so I won’t post anything anymore. I am sorry about it. I’ll miss ya all very much. :’(

I love ya all. *HUGS AND KISSES*

Merry Christmas! (belated)

{ Sunday, 28, December, 2008 @ 3:13 am } · { Auguri, Friends, Web }
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Merry Christmas to everyone (sorry if I am late, but I have had some problems with my mobile phone (I write here with it) and I haven’t had any free moment to post something new in these past days) I am going to return to post more frequently, I swear it!! Many HUGS and KISSES to everyone.

My love… I have to say you…

{ Tuesday, 9, December, 2008 @ 3:59 pm } · { Auguri }
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my love… These 5 months with you have been so lovely, sweet, great, happy, and worderful for me… I didn’t think I could fall in love with you. I never have thought this. But this has happen. I’m in love with you. I don’t believe in it. I am dreaming… Surely. But this I like it. I like it very much. You have succeed to put out my sweet and weak side. The one that I never had showed to anyone. I am happy I have met you, on 9th July 2008. I am happy we are together. I am happy I love you. I am happy you love me. I love my life with you. BUT… Yes. There’s a BUT. I am living with the fear of losing you, of seeing you with another girl. We are so different, and I am sad to think this, but, believe me, I really can’t do anything right now. I love you. 4ever, darling. <3 kisses.

In the winter

{ Wednesday, 3, December, 2008 @ 12:46 pm } · { Life, Love, Madness, Personalità, Places }
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I absolutely hate winter time… It is so sad when it rains, and when it snows, when it’s cold and when the sky is so grey….. :( beh… Right now I wanna summer time… I wanna the beach, the sun, and, of course, I love when it is sunny… Yeah… Just dreaming with opened eyes… lol

One year of blogging… :)

{ Friday, 28, November, 2008 @ 5:05 pm } · { Life, Love }
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Hi everyone… Today is a very special day, ’cause one year ago I have created this blog and ya all have been with me… Thanks to everyone! Every person listed in my blogroll is special, and I love and adore everyone in it… <3 this has been a very happy, great, lovely and funny year with ya all… I have shared every bad and good moment and sad and happy days here… Thanks to have made my life happier. I love you. *HUGS AND KISSES*

My BF is getting better…ever more! :))

{ Sunday, 16, November, 2008 @ 11:45 pm } · { Life, Love, News, Personalità }
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Yeah… My boyfriend since a few time, has got better. Do you remember when I said that I was indecise if leaving him or continuing to stay with him?? Beh, right now, after one month, I have found out that I wanna continue to stay with him, DEFINITIVELY. :) now he is able to show me how really much loves me…instead a few weeks ago I wasn’t sure he loved me… His behave says me everything, and, through it, I can understand what his interests are… The last thing that I feel to say is THIS: RIGHT NOW I CAN SAY ‘I AM REALLY HAPPY’… And this isn’t a little thing for me. I just hope this his behave lasts for much time… :P

tokidoki

{ Tuesday, 11, November, 2008 @ 1:04 pm } · { Love, News, Personalità }
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right nowtokidoki is my favourite brand… I like Simone Legno’s (the creator of tokidoki) style… It is very cool and great! <3 (I have a Tokidoki diary… And I love it! I am too jealous for it… :P )

…show me the light…

{ Thursday, 6, November, 2008 @ 11:07 pm } · { Friends, Life, Love, Madness, Personalità }
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What’s good about the life? In this moment I really don’t know… What is there that could make me feel just a bit better? Does it exist something that effectively can help me? The only thing that I know is: the only person who can help you is who you are bad for… Beh. I it is a lot true. And, in my case, the person who I am bad for can’t make me feel better. So, I just hope that there still is someone in this world who would want help me showing me the light, I mean, showing me good things about life, love and feelings. Now, I think it is a lot difficult to succed to find someone who does it. But… I am waiting for it. Hoping…

Happy Halloween… (belated)

{ Saturday, 1, November, 2008 @ 5:08 pm } · { Life, Madness, Places }
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I wish that ya all have had a very happy, funny, great, lovely, sweet, wonderful and special Halloween… I haven’t had a one like this… That’s why I wish it to you! :) however, after all, I will have many Halloween’s days better. :D sorry if I am been so late… ~HAPPY HALLOWEEN’S DAYS TO EVERYONE~ halloween

Never give up

{ Thursday, 30, October, 2008 @ 8:25 pm } · { Life, Madness, Personalità }
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When we have problems, we shouldn’t give up, but we should face them without fear. If we get up, we demonstrate to the enemy that we are weak, instead we should be stronger. We absolutely have to understand what we are doing and we should get the respect by everyone. If we give up we can’t get what we want. I think that giving up we feel ourselves a lot worse than when we face difficulties, ’cause we also face our fears. Personally, I sincerely hate give up, ’cause I know that if I do it, I have surely lost every chance to get what I wish.

I wish…

{ Sunday, 26, October, 2008 @ 3:37 pm } · { Life, Love, Madness, News, Personalità, Places }
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Recently I am wishing something just for feeling myself a lot better… Well, here there are all the things that I would want:

-I would want go to London, to find a nice job and to live there,
-I would want more money, for getting better my economic situation,
-I would want that every important person in my life could have everything he/she wants,
-I would want a little cat for me, not to feel myself so lonely,
-I would want more love,
-I would want another boyfriend,
-I would want live in harmony,
-I would want a better world,
-and finally, I would want that someone cares about all this… :-P

A different life

{ Thursday, 16, October, 2008 @ 1:44 pm } · { Life, Madness, Personalità }
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Sometimes I think how could be having a different life… Beh. I guess that there could be problems and difficulties like in the life that we really have. Sincerely, I would want have a life a bit different by this mine one. May I could appear strange, but I really would want it, perhaps to escape from my problems? :P I don’t know…the only thing that I know is that maybe we wish being another person in our life ’cause doing the same things everyday is a lot boring… Or ’cause there are many complications and we think that another life would be better than the real one.

Chaos in my mind

{ Sunday, 12, October, 2008 @ 2:43 pm } · { Life, Love, Madness }
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In the last weeks, in my mind there’s too much chaos… I mean, in this period I am a lot confused. I am not succeeding to take a decision about my relationship with my boy. Here is the problem: M, my boy, has changed a lot… His behave is getting worse… He does things that he shouldn’t do, and he doesn’t do anything to give me the demonstration that he really love me. I have also left him a week ago for this, but I have tried to reconquer him again ’cause he has cried and I have felt myself really bad to see him crying. Beh… I can’t continue to stay with him in this way, so I absolutely need an advice: should I leave or not him? And even if I really should leave him, my real problem is that I can’t find the force to leave him. But, thinking that he maybe couldn’t change his behave again, I suffer to stay with him. I just hope that something will get better…

1st day of school… :(

{ Wednesday, 10, September, 2008 @ 4:55 pm } · { Life, Madness, News, Places }
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Today I am back to school… And sincerely I miss the sweet and wonderful holidays… :( this first day of school has been a lot funny, but just to think to how all the school-year will be… I feel myself a lot sad… I wanna holidayss!!!

<3 LOVE POEM <3

{ Wednesday, 3, September, 2008 @ 1:00 am } · { Love }
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In this moment I am so inspired, so I leave here a love poem… “YOU.
You are my reason to live.
You are the most important person that I have ever had.
You have all my heart. I always think to you, and when you aren’t with me, I miss you very much.
I am so SAD, so LONELY, so EMPTY without you.
You are a special piece of my life.
You have totally conquered me.
And I just hope that our love will last for a long time.
Thanx to make my life so sweet, so happy and so wonderful.

I LOVE YOU.
I just wanted say THIS. <3

A bit of stillness everyday

{ Friday, 29, August, 2008 @ 4:22 pm } · { Life, Madness, Passatempi, Personalità }
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We all need at least a bit of stillness in own days… Life is full of problems, stress and complications, and, with a bit of stillness, everything could be more easy, and we more clear and relaxed. :) well, a bit of relax makes always us feeling all right, doesn’t it?

Update: sorry if I am been a bit off-line, but right now I’ll try to be here more often.
*HUGS* for everyone!! <3

Loneliness

{ Tuesday, 19, August, 2008 @ 4:17 pm } · { Life, Madness, Places }
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today I am feeling so lonely… My heart is so empty… My life is so COMPLICATED. My family hates me. Everyone that is one piece of my family hates me. I don’t know why. I don’t know what I have done for deserving all this. The only thing that I know is that I WANNA GO AWAY. I wanna runaway from here, and I don’t want anymore come back here. Now I am going do many questions to myself, hoping of finding an answer… At least ONE ANSWER.

I am hating all my family… If it could still be called so. I am so lonely. And I remain here, in my pain.

To find an adorable buddy of life

{ Saturday, 16, August, 2008 @ 5:22 pm } · { Life, Love, Personalità }
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Finding a buddy in own life very adorable, sweet and special is really hard. But… It’s not impossible. If you find it, you are a lot lucky. However, I think that a perfect person doesn’t exist, so, to pretend too many things from the own buddy is also a bit wrong. So, a person should be sweet, adorable and lovely just if he/she really feel to be so. Sincerely, I can consider myself a lot sweet, but also bad, just for breaking monotony!!! LOL! I consider sweetness as a demonstration of affection, love, and this could be showed with hugs, kisses, sweet words, a determinate behave, etc.

Everyone is unique

{ Thursday, 14, August, 2008 @ 4:21 pm } · { Life }
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We all are different. Nobody can be similar to another person, ’cause everyone has his/her own way to express his/herself, own style, own tastes and own look. Well, I guess that nobody can have a double. I can’t have it, either! And this is really fascinating and nice for me… I mean, it’s very great to know that anybody won’t be like me, ’cause I AM UNIQUE!! Eheh… Sincerely, something could also be copied, but… It’s not enough for someone to be really equal to a person.

A month full of love :)

{ Saturday, 9, August, 2008 @ 3:44 pm } · { Life, Love, News, Personalità }
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a month ago I have met HIM… My boyfriend. It was a nice day and I was so happy!! I’ve asked to him if he wanted a relationship with me, and, after a few of time, he said to me a positive answer. Well, from that moment, we are much in sintony: we always joke together, and sometimes I enjoy myself to ignore him. LOL! And you absolutely should see his sad expression!! :) ) eheh I know… I am too BAD!! But, however, I always find the way to get his pardon… :D You must know that this love story right now is the longer one that I have ever had… For this I am also a bit unsure. Anyway, I listen to my heart to find the right way, and I feel in it a lot of love for my BF. Said this, I hope that this relationship lasts as long as possible.

Don’t stop to fight!

{ Thursday, 7, August, 2008 @ 1:09 pm } · { Life, Love, Madness, News, Personalità, Places }
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unfortunately, when we have some problems in our life, we often don’t do everything possible to resolve them, and many times we get surrendered. Beh. I don’t think that this should be the right way to face problems. I think that we should fight with all our force. Well, for example, in this period I am having a huge problem, about my relationship: someone, that I know a lot well, is doing all the possible to complicate my love story. And I won’t allow this. I’ll fight till everything shall be resolved. I really hope that this will happen soon.

Tag from hasit! :)

{ Tuesday, 5, August, 2008 @ 11:42 pm } · { Life, Love, News, Personalità }
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Hasit has tagged me. I have to write about things that I do.
Well, here they are:
1. I can’t live without music, so, of course, I everyday listen to reggae music at full volume. :)
2. I always take time for myself
3. I always like posting strange things on my blog, when I am inspired.
4. I love going out with my friends and my boyfriend… I everyday can’t wait to stay with them!
5. I love provoking people, making them very stressed! LOL
6. I like designing murales, manga, and anything that attract me
7. I love talking over the phone with my boyfriend <3
8. I always think to something of strange in my mind…
9. I spend all my money in very few time! :|
10. I always want to meet new people, especially from other countries :)

I’m tagging:

RJ

harshasrisri

Anniyan

Friday

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Life

{ Monday, 4, August, 2008 @ 11:50 am } · { Life, Madness }
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We are all of passage in the life. Life can stop itself in every moment. So, I live thinking: “live everyday as the last one in your life”.

However, there are good and bad things about life.

Good things:

-we can enjoy ourselves

-being lucky -love and friends

-feeling very well

Bad things:

-death

-problems without a solution

-hate

-difficulties

-we must learn to fight for surviving.

BTW, let’s live our life happily, also if there are too many negative things: our smiles can make everything more easy.

Helping other people

{ Saturday, 26, July, 2008 @ 2:03 pm } · { Friends, Life, Personalità }
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I have ever thought that helping others is a very good and sweet thing… If someone need a help, maybe about a trouble, or about a tragedy, I try to be useful as more as possible. You can be useful to people giving them advices, lending something, and also doing a thing to try to resolve the problem. Helping others is always been appreciated by them, and of course, the favour is sometimes reciprocated… But, when we help someone, we should do it with pleasure, and not to obtain something.

A way to vent

{ Thursday, 24, July, 2008 @ 1:39 pm } · { Life, Madness, Musica, Personalità }
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When we are worried about something, we absolutely need a way to vent… For example, yesterday has happen a bad thing and I was so much nervous, angry and worried, so… I have smoked a cigarette and I have vented myself punching a park bench… LOL! Now I am still a bit worried about the happened thing, and I hope that everything is gonna improve… Maybe I need to listen to a lot of music, singing… :) )

however, do yo know others ways to vent? Thank you very much in advance to everyone!!

*HUGZ*

Are you destroying youself?

{ Wednesday, 23, July, 2008 @ 1:29 pm } · { Life, Personalità }
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Here are some examples for understanding when you are destroying yourself:

are you:

-deceiving yourself about a your expectation that maybe doesn’t exist?

-doing use of dangerous things for your healt? (like cigarettes, drug or other?)

-feeling very depressed without reacting?

Well, if you feel that you are destroying yourself, here are some solutions, too!!

-will of succeeding to exceed everything

-face the events with force

-straine to react for feeling a bit better, and trying to fill own days with something can be important to yourself, like a hobby or doing things that you like doing.

*keep reascuing yourself from yourself* :D

Learning new things

{ Tuesday, 22, July, 2008 @ 2:49 pm } · { Life, News, Personalità, Places }
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Quote of the day: “DO NOT WAIT FOR THE LAST JUDGMENT. IT TAKES PLACE EVERYDAY.”

to learn new things is always good for ourselves… When we learn something, we know more than before… But sometimes to learn somethimg we should be interested to do it… An example: a foreign language. If we aren’t interested to learn it, we surely don’t succeed to do it. So, the will to learn a new thing is a lot important. The good thing of learning is that we have more knowledge, and this can be useful for our future.

No racism!

{ Monday, 21, July, 2008 @ 12:28 pm } · { Friends, Life, Love, Madness, Personalità, Places }
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racism some days ago I have discovered a very bad thing about my boyfriend: he is racist. I’m feeling very bad for this and I have tried to employ him that racism is dreadful. Of course he hasn’t listened to me. Now, I wanted to leave a message to everyone: racism is the worst sentiment in this world. Who is racist hasn’t a heart. We all are equal people. We are all brothers and sisters. Maybe this message shall be ignored by someone, and this makes me feel very sad. But, anyway, I have left it.

Temporary absence

{ Saturday, 12, July, 2008 @ 1:00 am } · { Friends, Life, Madness, News, Places }
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Heya guys! I wanted say you that I’m going to miss here for a indefinite time. I’ll miss you!! But do not worry… When I’ll come back, everything shall be like always…

~ A HUGE HUG AND A BIG KISS TO EVERYONE ~

Love, Love and still Love

{ Thursday, 10, July, 2008 @ 11:54 am } · { Life, Love }
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the sweet and lovely RJ has tagged me with a LOVE POEM. Well, here is mine. TOGETHER

You.

My lovely boy.

I’m very well when I am with you.

You have always been so good to me,

So sweet, so adorable.

Do I deserve all your love?

I just know a thing.

I’ll love you forever.
Your words make me happy.

Your kidness warms my small heart.
By now, you totally have all my love.

You’re so sweet.

You’re so special.

You’re with me.

And I’m with you.

I love you.

<3

*happy love to everyone*

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