We all need at least a bit of stillness in own days… Life is full of problems, stress and complications, and, with a bit of stillness, everything could be more easy, and we more clear and relaxed. well, a bit of relax makes always us feeling all right, doesn’t it?

Update: sorry if I am been a bit off-line, but right now I’ll try to be here more often.
*HUGS* for everyone!! <3

today I am feeling so lonely… My heart is so empty… My life is so COMPLICATED. My family hates me. Everyone that is one piece of my family hates me. I don’t know why. I don’t know what I have done for deserving all this. The only thing that I know is that I WANNA GO AWAY. I wanna runaway from here, and I don’t want anymore come back here. Now I am going do many questions to myself, hoping of finding an answer… At least ONE ANSWER.

I am hating all my family… If it could still be called so. I am so lonely. And I remain here, in my pain.

Finding a buddy in own life very adorable, sweet and special is really hard. But… It’s not impossible. If you find it, you are a lot lucky. However, I think that a perfect person doesn’t exist, so, to pretend too many things from the own buddy is also a bit wrong. So, a person should be sweet, adorable and lovely just if he/she really feel to be so. Sincerely, I can consider myself a lot sweet, but also bad, just for breaking monotony!!! LOL! I consider sweetness as a demonstration of affection, love, and this could be showed with hugs, kisses, sweet words, a determinate behave, etc.

We all are different. Nobody can be similar to another person, ’cause everyone has his/her own way to express his/herself, own style, own tastes and own look. Well, I guess that nobody can have a double. I can’t have it, either! And this is really fascinating and nice for me… I mean, it’s very great to know that anybody won’t be like me, ’cause I AM UNIQUE!! Eheh… Sincerely, something could also be copied, but… It’s not enough for someone to be really equal to a person.

a month ago I have met HIM… My boyfriend. It was a nice day and I was so happy!! I’ve asked to him if he wanted a relationship with me, and, after a few of time, he said to me a positive answer. Well, from that moment, we are much in sintony: we always joke together, and sometimes I enjoy myself to ignore him. LOL! And you absolutely should see his sad expression!! ) eheh I know… I am too BAD!! But, however, I always find the way to get his pardon… You must know that this love story right now is the longer one that I have ever had… For this I am also a bit unsure. Anyway, I listen to my heart to find the right way, and I feel in it a lot of love for my BF. Said this, I hope that this relationship lasts as long as possible.

unfortunately, when we have some problems in our life, we often don’t do everything possible to resolve them, and many times we get surrendered. Beh. I don’t think that this should be the right way to face problems. I think that we should fight with all our force. Well, for example, in this period I am having a huge problem, about my relationship: someone, that I know a lot well, is doing all the possible to complicate my love story. And I won’t allow this. I’ll fight till everything shall be resolved. I really hope that this will happen soon.

Hasit has tagged me. I have to write about things that I do.
Well, here they are:
1. I can’t live without music, so, of course, I everyday listen to reggae music at full volume.
2. I always take time for myself
3. I always like posting strange things on my blog, when I am inspired.
4. I love going out with my friends and my boyfriend… I everyday can’t wait to stay with them!
5. I love provoking people, making them very stressed! LOL
6. I like designing murales, manga, and anything that attract me
7. I love talking over the phone with my boyfriend <3
8. I always think to something of strange in my mind…
9. I spend all my money in very few time!
10. I always want to meet new people, especially from other countries

I’m tagging:

RJ

harshasrisri

Anniyan

Friday

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We are all of passage in the life. Life can stop itself in every moment. So, I live thinking: “live everyday as the last one in your life”.

However, there are good and bad things about life.

Good things:

-we can enjoy ourselves

-being lucky -love and friends

-feeling very well

Bad things:

-death

-problems without a solution

-hate

-difficulties

-we must learn to fight for surviving.

BTW, let’s live our life happily, also if there are too many negative things: our smiles can make everything more easy.