would I leave YOU? yeah, I would.

Thursday, 30, April, 2009 smallstar

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• 1. kanagu  |  Wednesday, 13, May, 2009 at 11:49 am

  /* I hope I will succeed in it.*/

  wish you the same my friend

• 2. Shady  |  Wednesday, 13, May, 2009 at 8:15 pm

  Well hello babe! Sorry it took so long to get back to you! I’ve been really busy and things are pretty chaotic around here. Trying to work full time, go to school full time, and be a father full time pretty much eliminates time for anything else. I try to keep up on my writing, but it’s pretty hard most of the time. When I do get a minute of spare time I usually just wanna kick back and relax… Know what I mean??? Sorry to here about your boyfriend problems. Love is a funny thing. When you are in love there is no better feeling in the world. No drug on the planet can make you feel that high. Nothing else matters when you are in love… But when it goes bad, there’s no pain that can compare to it. Nothing in the world hurts more than a broken heart and I know that first hand… So I feel your pain and I’m truly sorry. I hope things get better for you and if there’s any advice I can give it’s that IT WILL GET BETTER! Don’t give up! Even if it doesn’t work out with him!!! You will find the one you are supposed to spend your life with!!! Maybe leaving him is a good idea?!?!? Maybe it will help him appreciate what he has and show his affection more? MAYBE?!?!? Men are pretty stupid when it comes to these things. I blew it with my sons mother the same way it sounds like he is doing. I didn’t care enough and when I realized that I did… IT WAS TOO LATE. Hopefully he doesn’t make the same mistake I did. I pay for it EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE! You read my poetry, so I’m sure you know that already! Take care sweetie and good luck! If you need to chat, I’LL BE HERE!!!

• 3. smallstar  |  Saturday, 16, May, 2009 at 12:11 pm

  @kanagu: hi, buddy!!!
  thanks…

  @Shady: I am sorry you are so busy…
  I have decided to leave him, for the last time…
  I have taken my decision, and nothing could make me change idea…

  a big kiss…

• 4. Friday's Child  |  Tuesday, 2, June, 2009 at 3:29 am

  My darling girl — men can be pretty unaware sometimes. Worse, sometimes they get so wrapped up in themselves they tend to forget they have a responsibility to their relationship. You deserve to be treated like the precious soul that you are. I have faith that even though it may not have worked out with him, there is someone meant for you who will worship and adore you.

  The thing I’ve always tried to remember is that every man I’ve ever had a relationship with has made me the strong, optimistic, loving woman that I am. Every single one of those men taught me something that helped me learn more about relationships and more about myself.

  There was a period of my life when I was lonely and longing for a relationship. My mom told me to be patient. She told me that the man I was meant to be with was growing and learning how to be the best man he could be and that when we were both ready we would find each other seemingly by accident.

  Have faith little one. I miss you and adore you as I always have and always will.

  Sorry I haven’t been around more — life has been more demanding in recent months.

  Hugs to you, little one.

• 5. Duma Key  |  Tuesday, 2, June, 2009 at 5:05 pm

  Interesting post, as I am personally finding its hard to know what to think or do… prehapes its conversation time, with cards on the table.

• 6. smallstar  |  Tuesday, 9, June, 2009 at 11:54 am

  @Friday: heya, my shining soul!!!

  I am so happy to see one your comment!!! I missed you very much… :-*
  btw, I know sometimes men make us so strong, optimistic and lovely… that’s cause they can be sweet… but bad, too!!!!!

  I know what I have to do, right now…

  I know my happyness isn’t with him…

  so I’ll take my decision, completely…

  *HUGS, MY HONEY*

• 7. smallstar  |  Tuesday, 9, June, 2009 at 11:57 am

  @Duma Key:

  I have to leave him, now I am sure about this..

  I feel I can’t contiue to stay with him…

  I’ll tell him, and… eveen if he’ll be sad, I’ll employ him everything.

  *HUG*

• 8. Duma Key  |  Tuesday, 9, June, 2009 at 2:59 pm

  Its a hard place to be, but if you can not continue then you must move forward.
  Things will spin around and fall once more at your feet.

• 9. bhaskar  |  Saturday, 13, June, 2009 at 1:24 pm

  you have leave him !!!! but …who & why……

• 10. Friday  |  Saturday, 13, June, 2009 at 7:04 pm

  You seem to be holding strong and I’m so proud of you. I have faith that one day everything will work out for the better. Happiness and love can’t help but come to you one day — who and what wouldn’t be attracted to such a bright shining soul like our Smallstar. Love you, darling girl!

• 11. smallstar  |  Monday, 15, June, 2009 at 1:51 pm

  @Duma Key: I have done it…
  and…
  I miss him a little, but I know I can’t return to stay with him…

  now he is a bit (?) angry on me…
  I hope he will succeed to pardon me…

  *KISSES*

• 12. smallstar  |  Monday, 15, June, 2009 at 1:56 pm

  @Friday…
  ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
  thanks to have faith for me…

  I love you too, honey…

  :-*

• 13. Duma Key  |  Tuesday, 16, June, 2009 at 3:05 pm

  Time will heal all smallstar just stick in there x

• 14. smallstar  |  Monday, 22, June, 2009 at 11:14 pm

  @Duma Key: I hope everything will get better…

• 15. Duma Key  |  Wednesday, 24, June, 2009 at 8:33 pm

  It will in time, as you move forwards and meet new people….

• 16. smallstar  |  Friday, 26, June, 2009 at 3:29 pm

  @Duma Key:

  well, I hope you are right…
  this is a BLACK period for me…
  everything is becoming a problem for me..
  I can’t see the light..
  a way to escape…

  I need help… new friends..
  and I haven’t anything of this.

• 17. balat  |  Saturday, 27, June, 2009 at 8:20 pm

  I saw your blog….good nice blog
  but you look surrounded by some problems, related with heart….
  would you be my friend ??
  
  -balat

• 18. smallstar  |  Sunday, 5, July, 2009 at 5:27 pm

  @balat: thank you!!! glad to ‘meet’ you!!!!

  yeah, of course I’d be your friend…

  hugs and kisses

• 19. balat  |  Sunday, 5, July, 2009 at 8:26 pm

  oh!!
  thank you..now i am you friend.
  now how are you..??

• 20. smallstar  |  Friday, 10, July, 2009 at 11:36 am

  @balat: I am sad, sad, and still sad…

• 21. balat  |  Friday, 10, July, 2009 at 1:03 pm

  hellow,

  tell me what are the cozes of your sadness???
  what can I help you ?
  I think you have to change your way to pass the life
  say your all sadness to your closefriend, you will feel light..
  try to be happy
  -balat
  

• 22. smallstar  |  Thursday, 16, July, 2009 at 2:19 pm

  @balat: I am sad cause I am having some problems with my family…
  my parents can’t accept the fact that I am going out with my ex boyfriend.. this makes me feel very bad.

  I still love him, but they doesn’t accept this.
  

• 23. balat  |  Thursday, 16, July, 2009 at 8:20 pm

  hello!

  Frist of all about your familier problems…

  friend ! in this matter you should obey your parents.
  Question is this , why should you/ he be sepreted. If he does,nt care you, then why should u think about him. the person, who ca,nt look after their LOVE, could not be good boyfriend. he can go away again from you.

  second thing….
  you should obey & believe on ur parents.
  you see after some time allthing shouls be ok.
  its my experience.
  -balat
  

• 24. smallstar  |  Friday, 17, July, 2009 at 3:33 pm

  hi, balat…
  well, I absolutely disagree with my parents.
  they don’t know what I need.
  they don’t know what I really want.
  they don’t understand I am suffering. they don’t care about that.
  but, most important, THEY CAN’T DECIDE FOR MY LIFE.

• 25. balat  |  Sunday, 19, July, 2009 at 8:13 pm

  Hi,
  I was bussy so could,nt reply,
  sorry for it.
  now about ur problem-
  frist of all I would say that trust on parents. Nobody wants to spoil his daughter or son,s life. may be you do,nt like their suggestion but for goodness of ur life you have to obey them.
  Next…
  If ur bf is `X’ then why you loved him And If he is your bf then why u called him `X’
  I think you should come out from this situatoin.
  If bf is nessesery for ur life, choose new and such who is dedicated and devoted for you.
  -balat

• 26. smallstar  |  Tuesday, 21, July, 2009 at 10:49 am

  hi balat!
  I am sorry you have been busy…
  BTW I love him too much and I don’t want another person… this is the problem!!!
  I think I would have already found another boy…
  if I would’t love him so much.

• 27. balat  |  Tuesday, 21, July, 2009 at 1:53 pm

  hi
  I think ur problem is not conditional. it has been criated by yourself. your feelings are onesided.
  control yourself.
  your second decsion to found another boy is correct.
  btw..it is very difficult to found true lover or true friend. search it and keep it on.
  -balat

• 28. smallstar  |  Wednesday, 22, July, 2009 at 2:31 pm

  @balat:
  hi
  I don’t succed to forgive him…
  it’s stronger than me…
  

• 29. balat  |  Thursday, 23, July, 2009 at 1:21 pm

  Hi
  make youself strong.
  without it u cann,t get success

  btw
  forgive (msens)= porden
  I don,t understand ur intention
  -balat

• 30. Friday  |  Thursday, 23, July, 2009 at 8:06 pm

  My precious smallstar – I’m so worried about you. Before I say anything else, I want to speak of the issue of parents. I know that it’s very hard to understand your parent’s position or opinion regarding your boyfriend. Maybe it would help you to look at it like this — would you approve of this person dating your sister or if you can imagine, your own daughter? If your best friend was dating this person, what would you advise your best friend to do? Remember to treat yourself as well as you would treat anyone that you love.

  Also, sweet one, try to remember that you are their daughter, their baby girl. There are probably few men that your parents will approve of . Probably no man will ever be good enough for their darling daughter. It’s their job to worry about you and their job to tell you when they don’t agree with your decisions. Unfortunately, it’s hard for parents to let go and allow us to make our own mistakes. Sometimes I listened to my mother and sometimes I didn’t. Sometimes I regretted not listening to her but honestly, for me, it was all a part of growing up.

  Second, I want you to keep in mind …

  Please don’t allow anyone to lead you to believe that they have all the answers for your situation. Only YOU can make decisions for your life. Don’t allow anyone who doesn’t know you tell you you’re right or wrong. Only you know what’s right or wrong for you and the decision is up to you. If you’re right, wonderful. If you’re wrong, then you’ll learn a lesson from that as well. Either way, you are the only one who knows your heart, knows what you want to do or should do for your own happiness. Growing isn’t an easy process — we make mistakes, we make the wrong decisions sometimes and hopefully, we learn from them. You will grow stronger as time goes on and you will learn how to make the right choices. Often growing older and wiser including pain but that will pass, I promise you.

  I can only imagine what you’re going through. I’ve had to make hard decisions lately — many people think I’m wrong but I have to do what I need to do for me, regardless of what others think. If I’m wrong, I’ll find out soon enough and I’ll have to end the relationship. Bottom line, only I will know when I’ve had enough pain from the relationship and only I will know when it’s time to say, “it’s over”.

  Of one thing I’m certain — we (you, me — all women) we all deserve to be treated well. We deserve to be loved, cherished. We deserve to be kept safe. We deserve to laugh, love and live life joyously. If we give the best we are to someone who doesn’t appreciate it then we’re giving our best to the wrong person.

  Ending a relationship is very hard and it will hurt for a long time but eventually, it does stop hurting. BE GOOD TO YOURSELF, my little angel.

  Sorry this is so long. You’ve been on my mind every day. I just wanted to give you my opinion of what you’re going through … and that’s all it is, darling girl — it’s neither right or wrong — it’s just my opinion. Most of all, I wanted you to know that you are loved and adored … by me!

  *hugs* to you, precious smallstar!

• 31. smallstar  |  Monday, 27, July, 2009 at 12:10 pm

  @balat:
  I know maybe I’ll mistake but… I love him and I wanna stay with him…

  @Friday:
  hi darling!!!!!!!
  I always think about you!!!
  you are my most beautiful inspiration…

  well, I know this has just been your opinion…
  and I have to say I approve and I agree.

  yeah. every woman deserve to be loved, by his boyfriend and by HIS PARENTS, TOO!!!!! and they should leave us free to do what we want.
  if this doesn’t happen, WE CAN’T BE HAPPY.

  I hope I’ll take the right choise for me.

  THANKS FOR YOUR LONG COMMENT. I ALWAYS LOVE MANY WORDS BY YOU. <3 <3 <3

  *HUGS* honey.
  :-*

• 32. balat  |  Tuesday, 4, August, 2009 at 2:18 pm

  hi,
  how are you ????
  -balat

• 33. smallstar  |  Wednesday, 5, August, 2009 at 3:18 pm

  hi!!!!!!!!!!!
  I am having a lot of problems…
  I am not very well…
  how are you?
  I hope you are better than me

• 34. smallstar  |  Saturday, 15, August, 2009 at 2:34 pm

  @balat: hey, friend!!!
  u know, I am a lot better…
  I have met a very nice person, and I have a feeling very special with him.
  I am frequenting him for now, later we’ll see what will happen

  how r u?
  things are good for you?

  lots of kisses

• 35. balat  |  Saturday, 22, August, 2009 at 3:30 pm

  Hi,
  I am so glad to see that you have met a nice person.
  be frequenting, my all wishes are with you.

  I am so fine. my bf loved me very much.
  could u tell me the nik name YOUR NICE PERSON ??
  trust me I wud,nt steal him……:)
  -balat

• 36. smallstar  |  Saturday, 22, August, 2009 at 11:04 pm

  hello!!!
  unfortunately things haven’t gone very good with the ‘nice’ person…
  he has just told me many lies…
  he doesn’t love me.
  and he has given many demonstrations to me of it.

  however, I am glad things are good for you..
  HIS nikname??
  liar’s name’s Alex.
  ohhhh if someone would ’steal’ him to me, that person would make a great pleasure to me…

• 37. balat  |  Sunday, 23, August, 2009 at 8:36 pm

  Oh! friend…
  tell me the name of ur newely nice person.
  who is that lucky person
  for whom you have a very special feeling .
  -balat

• 38. smallstar  |  Monday, 24, August, 2009 at 10:36 am

  hi..
  well, I HAD a special feeling with Alex but…now he isn’t interested to me…
  I don’t know why he has changed so much…
  and I don’t caare anymore of him.

  however, how are you?
  a big hug

  p.s. on ABOUT ME page I have put one my pic…

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