hello everyone….

long time I didn’t post something new, I know it…. but I have been very busy busy….

btw, let’s talk about the argument of the post…

I am feeling very lonely… I am so desperate for  boys… they use me and then they leave me alone after they have deceived me…

I don’t know why they behave in that way with me…

I don’t know what I should do… my friends don’t succed to understand me, I am totally lonely and sad…

I don’t deserve all this pain in my life.

it’s too much right now.

Merry Christmas to everyone (sorry if I am late, but I have had some problems with my mobile phone (I write here with it) and I haven’t had any free moment to post something new in these past days) I am going to return to post more frequently, I swear it!! Many HUGS and KISSES to everyone.

What’s good about the life? In this moment I really don’t know… What is there that could make me feel just a bit better? Does it exist something that effectively can help me? The only thing that I know is: the only person who can help you is who you are bad for… Beh. I it is a lot true. And, in my case, the person who I am bad for can’t make me feel better. So, I just hope that there still is someone in this world who would want help me showing me the light, I mean, showing me good things about life, love and feelings. Now, I think it is a lot difficult to succed to find someone who does it. But… I am waiting for it. Hoping…

I have ever thought that helping others is a very good and sweet thing… If someone need a help, maybe about a trouble, or about a tragedy, I try to be useful as more as possible. You can be useful to people giving them advices, lending something, and also doing a thing to try to resolve the problem. Helping others is always been appreciated by them, and of course, the favour is sometimes reciprocated… But, when we help someone, we should do it with pleasure, and not to obtain something.

some days ago I have discovered a very bad thing about my boyfriend: he is racist. I’m feeling very bad for this and I have tried to employ him that racism is dreadful. Of course he hasn’t listened to me. Now, I wanted to leave a message to everyone: racism is the worst sentiment in this world. Who is racist hasn’t a heart. We all are equal people. We are all brothers and sisters. Maybe this message shall be ignored by someone, and this makes me feel very sad. But, anyway, I have left it.

Heya guys! I wanted say you that I’m going to miss here for a indefinite time. I’ll miss you!! But do not worry… When I’ll come back, everything shall be like always…

~ A HUGE HUG AND A BIG KISS TO EVERYONE ~

yesterday I have decided to go to visit some my old friends… Long time I didn’t see them (about one year and 6 month) and now I am going to spend everyday with them… My brother do not want it, but I don’t care… I listen to my heart, and not to him. however, I really love these friends, they’re a lot important for me. With them I have spent my best days… And I have many wonderful memories about those days! I’m very happy!! I’m just worried for my others friends, but I don’t want stay anymore with them, because I’m a lot disappointed by them.

RJ has tagged me, and these are the brands that everyday are with me. EVERYTIME:

Alberto mi ha nominata e premiata con l’iniziativa del sito Arte y Pico. Lo scopo è far conoscere 5 blog tra i propri preferiti meritevoli per ciò che diffondono in rete. Le regole: 1) scegliere 5 blog che si considerano meritevoli di tale premio per creatività, design e materiale utilizzato 2) ogni premio assegnato deve avere il nome dell’autore e il collegamento al blog 3) si può esibire il premio e mettere il nome con il collegamento al blog di colui che l’ha premiato 4) il premiato deve mostrare il collegamento al blog Arte y Pico 5) pubblicare le regole ecco i miei 5 nomi: GraZ: è un blogger che riesce sempre a sorprendermi con le sue notizie pink: divertente, pazzo (nel senso buono), stiloso. Adoro chiacchierare con lui e Alberto nella PINK CHAT FRIENDS Gossipsta: lo stile del suo blog è molto bello. I suoi gossip sono sempre molto interessanti e spiritosi jeclina: l’ho conosciuta da poco, il suo blog ha come tema la Tunisia Alberto: è già stato premiato, ma merita anche il mio premio per la sua simpatia. È molto piacevole scambiare 4 parole con lui.

Grazie di cuore, Alberto.

Today for me is my LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!! YO!!! from tomorrow I am totally free, but on 5th and on 6th june I must do the examinations! =.= I only hope they will go better than test I have done some days ago. yeah. I’m so happy, but at the same time also sad, ’cause I won’t see all my friends of school. I’ll miss them.

Yes. I’m so disappointed. Why? Because today at school I’ve seen the result of my last english test and… It has been a failure. I could do it better! But this is just one of my problems. I’m disappointed also for my friends, for the life, for everything. And I just hope that I’ll find a solution for everything. Aww. I needed a vent. *.*

IN PLAY: ‘MAMACITA’-Collie Buddz;
Quote of the day: ‘Happiness is nothing more than good healt and a bad memory’.
Everyday is a different day for me. And TODAY, I want live it with happiness. Today I’m fine ’cause everything is going very well. This is a particular day. I’m just a bit tired…

I was looking at the moon, and I’m so much inspired. I’m so happy and carefree when I look at it. When I do it, I succeed to leave out all the problems, forgetting them. So, now I’m so well… ;^P

Staticbrain has tagged me with my own six word memoir. The rules are: -Write your own six word memoir or epitaph; -Post it on your blog and include a visual illustration if you want; -Link to the person who tagged you in your post; -Tag at least 5 more blogs; -Leave a comment on the taggedblogs with an invitation to play. My memoir is: ‘to live in this world you must be able to do three things: to love what’s mortal; to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it; and when the time comes to let it go, to let it go’ I’m tagging: Sol mephala Sinja Jeremiadist deirdre

No. I don’t want do again some mistakes. Why I already have done too much of them. I don’t want stupid ideas. Now they could be very dangerous for me. So, I try to find my force and my intelligence. I NEED AN ENCOURAGEMENT TO FACE THIS PERIOD. *yeah*

Yeah. I’m in love. But unfortunately this feeling isn’t corresponded ’cause he’s already engaged!!! For this I’m sad. Why? Why love can be so difficult and complicated, WHY??? however, I don’t wanna stay so bad for him, so I face this situation trying to be more indifferent. And it’s so hard do it!

Today I’m feeling so lonely… It has been a very bad day, and… I need a hug, seriously. I’m too sad, I just would want someone near to me, only this. I hope this bloody sensation will go away, with the time.

ahahahah that’s so nice!!! ROFL <3 <3 <3

Volevo dedicare questo post a pink e ad alberto , 2 blogger simpaticissimi che recentemente mi hanno aiutata per questo blog ma che soprattutto mi hanno fatto divertire un casino con i loro ‘folli’ discorsi (nel senso buono, eh!)!! LOL non cambiate maiiiii!!

Oh yeah. I love be precise in that I do. Especially when I design. When I do some important things for me, I try to do it very well, being as precise as possible. This is only a my personal ability, and sincerely, I like it. Yes, the perfection for me is important, but without exaggerate. For me it’s only a way to be more precise. Also if I know that absolute perfection doesn’t exist.

I hate:
racism
be sad
feel me lonely
the problems
indifference
bad people
the violence to the animals
And you? What do you hate?

I want say to everyone of you that… I LOVE YOU!! yeah. Because you have done me smiling in the ugly moments, leaving comments here. I <3 you! Kisses! Hey, riferito a TUTTI, eh! Nessuno deve sentirsi escluso. Vi amo! Baci :-*

Hello to everyone! I want dedicating this post to all my friends! Friends knew on chat, friends more important, and all the others friends that have help me!! THANKS